stranger.

you used to be my angel...
but now you're just a stranger...
you told me you love me...
you told me you care for me...
but now, you just hardly talk to me...
you told me you'll love me forever...
you told me you'll even die for me...
but now i know its all just a lie...
you told me you cant live without me...
you told me you cant breathe without me...
but now why are you doing this to me...
you're the reason why im living...
but now you're the reason why im dying...
for me you're just a lie...
for me you're just a stranger...

memories.

When im feeling down you cheer me up...
When im sad you're always there to comfort me...
When im happy you would be happy too..
Theres something different about you that will always make me feel so safe...
The way you hold my hand...
The way you hug me...
The way you talk to me...
The way you look into my eyes and tell me that you love me...
These are the things that no one except you can make me feel like im in heaven...
Being with you my life felt like a perfect fairytale with only happy endings...
But i knew i couldnt count on fairytales to be yours forever....
The king and queens broke us apart just like that...
I've failed to be your princess...
We had no more future together...
All theres left is the past memories...
They told me that theres alot of princes out there waiting for me but i just wont listen...
I still look at the photos we took together and everytime i stare at it...tears will roll down my cheek...
Though its been months, i still cant forget you completely...
But I hope you live a happy and great life and wish that i will be part of your memory forever because you'll always be in mine.

trying to forget...

Sometimes I still think back of the past...
oh how i wish it last...
I know that wouldnt happen anymore...
that is why my heart tore...
I hope you know that I have always loved you from the beginning...
my love for you was never a lie...
Till now I still dont know how much you loved me or whether you loved me for me...
I couldnt help myself but to think that you would be there to catch me when I fall for you...
I know I am suppose to just forget about you but my heart will never allow me to...
I just keep reminding myself that you already moved on and all the past in my head had to be gone...

Never

Never say i love you,if you dont really care...
Never talk about feelings, if they arent really there...
Never hold my hand, if you are thinking of someone else...
If you're going to break my heart, never say you are going to...
If you dont plan to start, never look into my eyes...
If all you do is lie, never ever say you will be my perfect guy...
Never say Hi if you really mean goodbye...
If you really mean forever,then say you will try...
Never say forever because forever makes me cry...

Forever No more..

Forever, you promised..
Forever, a lie..
You promised the moon and the stars in the sky...
You'd stolen her heart, then left her alone...
You were so cold,it chilled to the bone...
You left her with nothing but tears and a past...
When you said "I love you"...
She thought it would last...
But "I love you" found an ending...
The 'us' and 'we' no more...
You said you didn't mean to but you hurt her to the core...
So she guess that she's the loser...
Cause you've found someone new...
But she's still here, still all alone...
Just crying over you...

Almost... Almost...

Use to think about you everyday...
Just cant seem to get you off my mind...
Keep telling myself i'm over you,i'm over you...
But my heart is telling me that im actually lying...
I messed up, yes i know i did...
You forgave me and told me that you understoood....
I said we could still be friends...
Eventhough i knew it will never be the same...
Its been awhile now...
And nothings changed no matter what i do...
I just keep on telling myself...
That i'm almost over you...

☻☻ƒ0r §〒яawbєrr￥☻☻

This is the 8th year i know you...
We always laugh together and also argue...
We weren't very close during the first few years...
But now you are one of my dear...
You are the most different friend i ever met...
And the only one who is really quiet...
You have a very different style...
That comes with a nice bright smile...
I'll always trust you and believe you...
Because most of the things you say is always true...
and i think EMO is cool...=)


<3 you Strawberry.

❤ ❤ ƒ0я ۝яαηgє❤ ❤

She's so talented...
She can sing, dance, act, play piano, play guitar draw and also write interesting stories...
She'll always be one of my dearys forever =)

I've known her for 7 years...
First few years weren't very good because we kept on fighting with each other...
I was immature and didnt know what i was thinking...
I told myself to give myself and her a chance to be friends and i did...
I was finally doing the right thing...
Since then, that chance i gave brought me a new friend...
A true friend who i can trust and count on...
She helped me all the way when i was facing difficulties...
We fought quite alot, but thats what friends does...
We fight, we quarrel because all of us have different way of doing things...
But, rather than all the fighting and quarrelling...
We had our happy times like laughing our heads off till our tears roll down our cheek and get tummyaches...
Sleepovers at peach's house and telling each other personal stories/secrets...
And so much more...
Theres just too much happy memories too say...
So i cant say it all here >.<...
but...
I believe that our friendship will last forever n forever~
Because no matter what i'll always lurve her...

☮☮for wooper puffer☮☮

Puffer~~

i've known you for 5 years+ already...
the 1st year we never even spoke...
the 2nd year we never even spoke...
the 3rd year we still never even spoke...
the 4th year we talked abit...
since we didnt talk so much, so i dont really know you at all...
but
this is the 5th year i've known you..
and we finally spoke alot!...
we talked so much and laughed alot...
eventhough you can be very annoying and make me geram alot...
BUT...you're still very funny and very cute =)...
and i totally forgot why i nicknamed you puffer!...
but i think that name really suits you~...
i want to thank you for that time when you "belanja" me and peach movies...
i like talking to you cause you are very understanding for a guy >.<...
you are one of my best guyfren ever!...

-- "you rawk my world" -- you super cute/cool wooper puffer! xD...



*=] just for you puffer =]*

★★ ƒ-0-r ρ-3-α-ⓒ-h ★★

The first day i saw her...
She was shy,quiet and innocent ...
I was too scared to talk to her...
Because I scared she didnt like me...
And will be called the worst friend ever...

It was a saturday when we first hang out...
Not in the school but in a big kiddy playground...
We played "tag" and somehow she always catch me first...
We laughed whenever she caught me...
That day we talked alot about each other...
And a friendship was built...


I remember all the parties we went together...
V'Day, we danced all night and had a blast!...
26th of April, that was my very first sleepover and it was in her house...
We went on double dates and everything...
We're always on the same team, helping each other out...

Whenever we fight, we will try to solve things out...
And in the end everything will be back to normal again...
We're both humans..we have feelings..
When I'm sad she'll lend me her shoulder to cry on...and i'll do the same thing for her too...
And when one of us are having problems...
We'll give each other encouragements and advices...

We had our Ups and Downs...
We learned all about each others likes and dislikes...
Also each others characteristic...
Both of us are very different but somehow kind of similar girls...
Thats what made our friendship so unique...

She'll always give me a big HUG everyday,
On break times we will listen to our Itouch while telling each other stories*...
Laugh together whenever one of us crack jokes...
Oh, All the happy times we spent together...

She is a talented girl...
Who plays piano and guitar...
Who writes poems that are awesome like no one else does...
She is my best friend...
My babe...
and...
She's my Sister from another Mother/Father. xD




~Words cant explain our friendship because its impossible...~


<3 you Peach.

♫ ♫ ƒ0r ⓜαиⓖσ♫ ♫

Dedicated to my sister for her birthday on 27th September.


Hey Sister, you're getting older...
Soon enough you're going college...
Hope you wont forget your little sis...
Who is sitting here writing this for you...

You're my only sister that I'll love forever...
You're the only person that I can count on...
You make me feel so lucky to have a sister like you...
How can I ever thank you...

Eventhough we fight, I'll always love you...
You're the best sister that I could ask for...
Even when you treat me like your slave!...

Anyways..

Happy Birthday,Celia!
Hope you have a great day and never ever forget this thing... =)





~suppose to be a song with guitar but nevermind! make it a "Story" can already =) ~

♥σ☆υ☆Я ☆ⓕ☆я☆3☆n☆s☆h☆i☆p♥

To my Dearys* <3 you all =) ...
We have been through so much...
You've made me laugh,smile,happy and even touched...

I am sorry for all those misunderstanding...
I didnt know what i was actually thinking...

Thats why we used to fight and quarrel alot...
Luckily now our friendship have become a knot...

The knot that cannot be untied...
No matter how hard others try...

Though we go our own ways sometimes...
But I'll never feel left behind...

Our friendship will last forever...
We'll always stick together...

Because you are already part of my heart...
No matter how far we are apart...

☺

Her Love Story.

My life was once like a fairytale,
Just me and him together,
I didnt care what others said,
That time i thought my life was perfect,
And nothing will ruin it,
but...
My fairytale didnt last long,
Everything fell apart in just a day,
I was crushed, hurt, heart-brokened,
All i did was just think about him and miss every second we had spent together,
I know we were not meant to be from the start,
But i tried and in the end i failed to make my love last,
I told myself its life and i just gotta move forward,
I tried really hard to and I did,
Eventhough he still comes in to my mind sometimes,
I'll just take it as a good memory and nothing more than that.

I wish one day i will be able to go back to that fairytale world,
With my one true love.