trying to forget...

Sometimes I still think back of the past...
oh how i wish it last...
I know that wouldnt happen anymore...
that is why my heart tore...
I hope you know that I have always loved you from the beginning...
my love for you was never a lie...
Till now I still dont know how much you loved me or whether you loved me for me...
I couldnt help myself but to think that you would be there to catch me when I fall for you...
I know I am suppose to just forget about you but my heart will never allow me to...
I just keep reminding myself that you already moved on and all the past in my head had to be gone...