lying to myself + clueless

im lying to myself that the world will never end,
im lying to myself that everyone is nice and kind and always a helping hand,
im lying to myself that fairytales does really exist and everyone will have their happily ever after,
im lying to myself that life has no sadness,only joy and laughters,
im lying to everyone whenever they ask me who i love and i'll answer them no one,
but deep inside my heart, there is someone!

isit worth it?crying over you,
do you know how much it hurts? if only you knew,
i have to try to face my fears,
which is smiling at you whenever you are near,
dont even know if you think im weird,
maybe you are talking about me behind my back with your peers,
i dont know what else to think,
i hope everything can go according to me but that will only happen when the world is pink!




~wrote this in maths class~ bored bored mah 0_0