I tried.

i tried to forget
im scared that i will regret
i tried to let go
but im not willing to
i tried to move on
but im afraid he will dissapear from my memories,lost and gone..
though i know if we are together we will fight
but without him i cant sleep at night
being together we will be happy but theres still alot of complication
being friends we talk more though sometimes its awkward but we are more patient
how can i tell him that i still miss him
when we are just typical friends
how can i tell him that im always thinking of him and caring for him
when i dont know what is on his mind
how can i say "iloveyou" to him
when he doesnt love me back?....

just like he once said...

the pencil alone will break just like that
but the pencil that comes in pair cant be broken
first i didnt get it at all, but in the end i understood
when im alone i can get hurt very easily
but being together and around with him i wont get hurt at all...


i'm HOPELESS,CLUELESS,BREATHLESS.