time to let go?

i can never forget because im in deep love
i wish i can fly up up above
so i can see him from a close view or even miles away..
i wanted to let go
but my heart keep telling me NO!
sometimes he just make me feel more crazy about him
i tried to get a new target, a new aim...
but i can never because my heart only sets on one boy..
though that boy sometimes treat me like a toy...
but i still didnt mind because i love him..
isit worth holding on?
isit worth crying over?
if he doesnt love me anymore
should i just move on and let go?
maybe i really should start trying...=[